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Being around people has a certain pressure to it. I can’t really describe it. It’s this weird social anxiety where you don’t like being in an environment around other people, even if they are people you like. In a large group of people it’s even worse. It’s not that I think people are shit or anything. A lot of people are shit but I wouldn’t want to not ever interact with people, I think that would be a bit weird? I can be quite sociable but it’s like a barrier, a facade. It’s like my ‘shield personality’, it’s not necessarily what’s going on in my mind at the time but just what I’m showing to people. It’s weird. People are weird… I’m weird.